March 5th, 2007 (02:00 am)
current mood: content
current song: Wutimworkinwit - Dem Franchise Boyz; Juelz Santana
Well I think I just finished a essay that I left to the last mintune, entitled "Air in Shanghai". It's an amazing peice of writing, thrown together at 2 o'clock on a sunday.
I had a weekend... I can't really say if it was positive or negative. Mostly positive because I don't think I left Josh's side once. I can bring in the chane of events if you'd like. If I can remember anything.
-I went to a party with Jasmine and Tyler. Haley and Sadie were there, many friends aswell. Josh didn't come, he was busy, but I had the funniest time anyways, talking to a guy named Issac and another guy named Steave and also lots of other people. It was totally fun, I got drunk.
This is Steave and I.
Issac, Sara and Chris.
Leigh and Cort.
Jasmine and Johnny.
-Then after that party me Jasmine and Tyler all left and went to another party at dans place. It was alright, apparently I seemed like I was strung out on Crack the whole time because I was yelling and pacing a lot.
Melissa, Brandon and me in the cap.
Tompson, Towns and Nazar.
Me and Jasmine at 6 in the morning haha.
-So anyways, shit went down hard at Dans. Josh found out that Shawn Towns was there and threaten to come kill everyone inside the apartment, told me that I had to leave immdentaly and that I should get everyone I care about out of there because shit was going to go down. It scared the shit out of me, and a lot of people there too because I talked to dan about it. Anyways, abouta thousand phone calls later Josh says that the only reason why they didn't come was because I was there. It's a drug debt, to hells angels, so now Shawn Towns is going to die.
-I was so fucking angry, he ruined that night for sure. He kept calling me at 7 am in the morning and I finially answered, and he told me to cab down. After like 45 mintunes of debating it to him I actually left. When I got to his place he was sound alseep and I had to ring to the door bell ..... and thats how I met his mother for the first time. lol.
-The morning was really nice, we slept in, picked up his car on cordon together (I got to drive his moms car! haha) and went for a beautiful breakfast/lunch. Then we picked up delon (you'll see who he is) and went and saw borat in the cheap seats.
-Well lots of stuff went on..... long story short me and Josh got in a fight and wanted to go to bed, so me and delon had to leave. We picked up melissa and drove to Belfords! It was totally fun, we got drunk and delon picked up josh and brought him there eventually. It was so drunken and roady, just the 5 of us lol. So cute. I'm only putting up the pics that are my myspace because it's easier.
Josh, Me and Melissa.
Me and Scott.
Me and Melissa.
I hope this works I'm putting pictures on myspace so I can put them on here and then I'm taking them down lol these might not work.....
Josh says he doesn't want to look cute lol So I took ths down..
Delon and Josh and Melissa
Scotts' booty shot lol Delon, melissa and josh.
-So after that me , delon and josh dropped melissa off and went to sev where 2 guys in a car started following us. They followed for a long time and we pulled over, threw beer bottles and they left. We followed them for a long then after thta, and they got out again. Yelling, and they sped away lol.
-At joshs house we took pills. Intense, anti anxiety sleep pills called clorasapams or somthing. I was so fucked, josh said he kept asking me questions and I would just be like 'wellllllllllllllllll...........................' for a really long time keep saying well and then mumble nothing lol. It was fucked I don't remeber falling asleep or getting my clothes off. I slept fucking solid though till 2pm.
- We spent the day together. I didn't leave his bedroom untill 12pm tonight when he dropped me off at home. I worked on my essay, we talked, napped, ate, kissed and hugged a lot lol and his asshole friend came over for a half a hour. We had a lot of fun today , it was wonderful.
josh says (3:05 AM):I really like you though, and it would have to take something pretty serious to change my views now.