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May 1st, 2007 (04:50 am)

current mood: happy

Diffentantly time for a Livejournal entiry (and diffentantly time to learn how to spell diffentantly too lol). Well pretty much shit has gone down and out the window. Life is confusing, people in and out of it. Every single week I'm with another crew... pretty much who-ever will pick me up.... and I don't know who my REAL friends are, expect for one - bombasish babe M.P.

F.Y.I. guys, I'm a fucking sex pot :

Changed my facebook profile picture niggers! 

Anyways, on to the news and the stories and the memories, that will soon be forgotten in a couple days garenteeded lol. ABOUT THAT... you have no idea how many times I have to reference back to my livejournal for shit that I've done and when that shit went down. UNBELEIVEABLE, because I didn't write anything about tuesday and wensday and it's fucking lost forever now. Can't rememeber for the life of me......

But umm I think I left off friday...... Umm, an alright evening. Went to the O.C. with Jasmine and Tyler after work, pounded a mickey in the parking lot (and inside for the first couple mintunes) and met up with Johnny :0 Saw lots of old-school folk, tons of loser massey kids, old friends from churchill and these two twins that I work with that I want to FUCK so badly. God Jesus Lord... Sexy ass mother fuckers. Anyways, went to Brad Hughes house after and watched Penner puke in a bunch of bowls and then went to Johnny's house after........ Well..... Johnny Kein is like the most popular guy in Winnipeg ever. He's slept with like 200 women. But ... I slept over at his house but didn't sleep with him. I'm putting on this chase thing, lol, but I don't want him anyways lol.

So yeah then saturday night I don't even want to get into. LONG AS FUCK story short, I got my fucking ass kicked (while kicking ass, might I add) and like I'm honestly sore as a mother fucker (though I'd never admit ;).) AND pretty much that "loser" group of friends I was talking about it totally gone for life, and that is actually somthing I'm grateful for. Mind you, me and Cal will still be friends. Also Gade and Ty will always be there, their true buddies, other than that though.... FUCK 'EM! They think their cooler than me??? HELLL NOOOO!!!!!!! Those LOSERS can die for all I care.

SUNDAY was a god send, a day off. I was so happy. I planted flowers and did evreything slow and smoked weed with Brennen and Joe and that was fuckign HARILOUS (I love them) And it took me 3 hours to fold laundry becuase was (still is) fucking killing me. lol. Anyways, best sleep ever, did not want to wake up for work today(which was at 4 but I still haev to wake up early.... 3:30, are you fucking kidding me?? SO early.)

TODAY I just worked like always these days (fucking sucks BALLS) and watched a movie with JOhnny at his houes. ANYWAYS........ i'm talking to mark now so laterrrr;)


Posted by: Ms. J (thisisjusttosay)
Posted at: May 1st, 2007 06:45 pm (UTC)


Posted by: mad_cap_laughs_ (mad_cap_laughs_)
Posted at: May 1st, 2007 08:22 pm (UTC)

you always think everyone you know is


it makes me think you have low standards

Posted by: mad_cap_laughs_ (mad_cap_laughs_)
Posted at: May 1st, 2007 08:22 pm (UTC)

lol sarah.

Posted by: sarah B (downinthesewer)
Posted at: May 4th, 2007 12:39 am (UTC)

"lol sarah"? what the fuck is that suposse to mean?

And whats your problem anyways? Do you know these people? Does it matter if I think highly of the poeple I assoicate myself with? What if they really are the shit, how could you prove me wrong? Am I writing for you? Should I censor myself for you?

Pretty sure this how I feel and how I want to discuss my life and I'm pretty sure I'm allowed to do that in whatever way I want too. Maybe I'm bragging but I don't give a shit.

Look at yourself, Look at your standards.

And I'm pretty sure I know why you haven't called me, pussy whiped little bitch.

Still love you though, old friend <3 lol.

Posted by: mad_cap_laughs_ (mad_cap_laughs_)
Posted at: May 4th, 2007 06:28 pm (UTC)

I figured you were mad about what i wrote as you had not replied to my comment until now.
I will never be pussy whipped nor will I ever be a little bitch and i am having alot of trouble calling alot of people, not just you but jesse and brennan and cassie, because I feel that if I call one of you I have to have a predetermined plan of what exciting things to do or else I will be boring and whomever i call to hang out will be bored and will want to go home. no one calls me with things to do and as of resently they cant because my retarded parents fucked up the phone so now it is most certainly all up to me to make plans but i dont know what to do.. so I just do nothing all the time and therefor life is dull. and "lol sarah" means "just kidding sarah" its not like I was trying to attack you or hinder your writing or anything, i was kidding, i was only kidding, you are my old friend and I was not trying to get all asshole on you or anything it just came out bad.
I dont know if you want to but i can call you this weekend if you want to hang out, but I'll most likely be with elissa, and I cant think of what we will do probably nothing amazing or extreme but we can hangout? if you want me to call you though say so and I will.

Posted by: sarah B (downinthesewer)
Posted at: May 5th, 2007 01:33 am (UTC)

Yeah sorry about that pussy whipped comment. I just thought that you weren't calling me because your girlfriend told you you couldn't...:S haha. But umm.. yeah that's understandable, makes sense. I mean I just like hearing from you and knowing whats going on in your life, we don't have to hang out or anything, just keep in touch. Mind you I wouldn't mind spending more evenings with you and your girlfriend and friends.

Don't worry I wasn't too offended, I just wanted to make a big deal out of it I guess for the sake of it. I know I'm completely full of myself but I love myself that way (lol a little irontic eh?). I come off as a pretensious bitch a lot...but that's cool, to me anyways lol.

And I don't expect you too entertain me, I just like talking to you in general. But yeah.... I'm always here for a good chat <3

Posted by: mad_cap_laughs_ (mad_cap_laughs_)
Posted at: May 9th, 2007 07:51 pm (UTC)

I would never expect you to express regret towards your conceitedness, as I myself am extremely proud, cocky,and, self assured I'm of the highest stature, so it would be extremely hypocritical of me, cause I know its the best way to live, I was just trying to out boast you on account of my cocky nature (Ironic eh?)Lately I find my life as just a repetative cirlce, it makes me feel in such a rut, constantly consumed with boredom, and lack of enthusiasum toward social activity.
this is because every day as far back as I can remember in any detail, I go to school all morning and afternoon, then hang out with Elissa and her *twin* until midnight, we walk around calling dustin and corbet, while smoking pot in numerous places across fort garry, half the time we dont even reach the boys, so we just sit there baked with nothing to do, so then we blaze more, and sit more, when we see corbet and dee we just sit in dustins basement or corbets car and smoke more pot but do nothing else. I see the same 2 and sometimes 4 people every day of the week and do the same things, but never accompish anything or see anyone else. So it would be spectacular if you spent more evenings with me and my sociables, we'd have new people and new concepts for activites that could arise, corbet is always extatic to see you as well as Dustin, Elissa thinks your a really nice person, (though she may hold resentment that you've known me longer, she'll never show it)and if your looking for a better group to chill with, you'de make a fine addition, and possibly clear the rut. I'm hanging out with corbet this evening so call him around 7 pm, and in the future weeks ahead when somethings going down I'll call you to join. A'ight

P.S. me and corbet started the new fort. and its ten times better.

Posted by: sarah B (downinthesewer)
Posted at: May 9th, 2007 09:11 pm (UTC)

Yeah see that's why we get along so well :) Haha... And I enjoy each and everyone of those 4 people's company, and smoking weed in various Fort Gary locations has always been a bit of a hobbie of mine as well haha. Tonight I might be seeing Chris Walton.. but that could easily fall threw if I don't get my car (he would take to long to pick me up so I wouldn't even bother lol). So I might give you guys a call tonight, it'd be beauitful weather for lounging around outside at dusk/night. Anyways though, funny how a few insults made us a bit closer... mind you I'm always giving you a hard time ;) Hope to TALK (as in conversate) to you soon !

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